Kameel Premhid Advocate Selected Writings

Pupillage Unpacked · Part 2 of 8

Not Just for TV

Real Reasons to Apply for Pupillage

Kameel Premhid · Advocate of the High Court of the Republic of South Africa · 23 June 2025

For some, the Bar holds a cinematic appeal: televised hearings, dramatic cross-examinations, or the prestige of working with high-profile counsel. That image is not always false, but it is rarely the whole truth.

In this era of TikTok and the “hot take”, pupillage is not a launchpad for fame. It is a critical process of professional formation. Those who apply hoping to feel important or become visible fast often misunderstand what the work truly requires.

This misunderstanding is more than superficial. It reflects a deeper confusion about what advocacy is for. At its best, the Bar is not a platform for your voice, but a place where your skill gives shape to someone else’s, not your own.

Even in practices that regularly deal with matters of significant public interest, the work is slow, structured, and largely unseen: reading, writing, rewriting. Most days are not spent in Court, and even when they are, they are the result of painstaking preparation.

The risk with romanticising the Bar is that it distorts the reasons for applying, and leads to disillusionment when the reality does not match the fantasy.

If the goal is profile, admiration, or cultural relevance, there are faster and far less punishing ways to get there.

The Bar offers meaning, but not without monotony, and rarely without delayed gratification.

Applicants should ask themselves: why here, and why now? If your answer swings toward profile, status, or fear of missing out, pause. None of these will sustain you when the work is hard, the hours are long, and the rewards are slow and unseen.

It is also worth noting that public-facing work is not something you are guaranteed. And if it does come, it may not come early, or at all.

Most pupils begin in the background: drafting, reading, assisting. It is unglamorous but essential. You do not learn by watching someone else perform it. You learn by doing the work yourself: quietly, carefully, repeatedly.

There are good reasons to apply: you may enjoy solving problems, thinking carefully under pressure, or working in a profession that prizes rigour, restraint, and autonomy. You may be curious about the law as process, or drawn to its ability to resolve difficult questions through structure, logic, and argument.

But make no mistake: the work is often solitary, the demands require sacrifice, and the rewards, when (or if) they come, are more likely to be personal rather than performative.

Visibility is not inherently bad. Some matters do end up in the press. Some juniors are noticed early and others throughout their career. But when attention for attention’s sake becomes the goal, rather than as the consequence of judgement and effort, things will not end well.

The question is not whether you want to be seen. It is whether you want to do the work — even when it is unglamorous, unacknowledged, and unlikely to be remembered.

Those who arrive hoping to play the part of the advocate may struggle when they are asked only to prepare the script. That disappointment is common. It is not fatal. And it is avoidable.

Pupillage and the career that follows it will not make you a celebrity. But it may make you credible, and give you a platform earned through discipline, not drama; skill, not slogans; thought, not theatre.